Facebook

Everyone seems to have a faceboook or a myspace right? It depends on the school you go to. So at my school, it happens to be facebook. It also just so happens that my entire family, which is huge with 10 aunts and uncles, plus the hundreds of cousins, also has facebooks.

So the other day, one of my cousins finds me on facebook. She friend requested me. I decided that the best thing to do was not be her friend, and also ask her not to tell the family. I also told her that I was not supposed to have a facebook. She sent me a message back saying that is she could find me then my other family members could find me. She is older than I am, way older, with kids and a husband. Anyway, she was right. After reading her message, sure enough, another one of my cousins found me. I freeked out! Thats two family members that could blab my secret to the entire family. I think they found me because I was already friends with two cousins, and they just saw me on their friends list and decided that they would add me.

So anyhow, I really thought hard about my account. I talk to old friends on there. I get pictures to make my videos of me and my friends off there. But on the other hand, I really don't think it's worth my parents finding out. So I made up my mind. I deactivated my account.

At first, it was like, did I really just do that. I no longer have contact with my old friends first of all. Also, I have to find a knew way to get pictures of my friends. I'll think of a way, but for now, I feel like crap. I really want to make another video, and I told my friends I would be soon. They were looking foward to it. And so was I. But again, if my parents find out, I'm in even bigger trouble.

Even though I feel like crap and that I no longer have much to do on the computer, which isn't rele a bad thing I guess, I have that tiny, tiny, tiny, feeling in the back of my mind, knowing that I did the right thing. And yes, I feel more like crap than I feel like I did the right thing, but I know that I'll find better things to do.

Hopefully!